We started out from Calgary at about 12:30 and drove straight through to Swift Current Saskatchewan.
It was different travelling without Warren – I missed holding his hand and chatting about the things we were seeing. But it felt, not good… but familiar – to be back on the road, Ursula eating up the miles.
I had moments when I felt ok again, and then guilt and sadness would coming rushing back in. It feels wrong to be continuing on without him.
Roslyn is a good co-pilot. She kept my spirits up when they started to flag; let me ramble on aimlessly about the adventures Warren and I had. Gathered me up when the sorrow pulled me apart.
Tomorrow we are going to cross the border into the US again – it cuts a day off our travel time if we go under Lake Superior instead of over it – and we are heading towards Fargo ND. In true Warren Style, I chose this destination because of the movie. I’ll get a picture of me with the sign – carry on our tradition, right?
A hard journey – but he taught me much about living each day for the adventures it could bring. He made me brave.
Miss you my Bear.